le travail

ever since i graduated from college, i have been obsessed with figuring out what i want to do for the rest of my life. it's been pretty rough for me. i like to think it's because i have a lot of differing interests and i could be good at a lot of different things, but it's probably because i have something bordering on ADD. anyway, while i think i have figured out what my dream job is, and how i am going to achieve it (more to come in later blogs, i promise), i am having a lot of problems being patient with the progress and content with where i am.

i know i probably shouldn't complain, because i do have a full time job and health benefits, which is a lot more than some people can say in this economy. however, i really dislike my job. i don't know if it's my attitude about the whole affair, or whether it's really that bad, but some days i can hardly bring myself to go in to work. it's not that my job is that awful, or that the people i work with are terrible, or even that my boss is horrible. it's the fact that i don't see myself growing where i am. and i think the scariest feeling in the world is to feel like you have no where to go.

i am tired of feeling stuck. i want to move forward with my life, and with my goals. i have high hopes, big dreams, and the will to accomplish them all. now all i need is the patience to see them through.

thanks for listening... or whatever it is you're doing. :) hope you're having a perfectly lovely day!

--ashalee